12-12-2011
Hello everyone I am down and depressed I miss my Mama so at Christmas we dearly love the holiday. She passed away in 2009. I guess you never totally get over losing your Mother. Does anyone know of any holiday programs that might give a food city gift card and maybe a wal-mart gift card for some warm clothes? Please message me if you do. May god bless you all till next time-Bella
HELLO EVERYONE SORRY OT HAS BEEN SO LONG! I GET SO DEPRESSED AROUND THE HOLIDAYS CAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY FOR GIFTS FOR MY FAMILY. HOW IS EVERYONE? I HATE TO ALWAYS COMPLAIN WHEN THERES ALWAYS SO MUCH TO BE THANKFUL FOR.I KNOW I SHOULD BE COUNTING MY BLESSINGS. AND BELEIVE ME I DO. I THANK THE GOOD LORD THINGS ARNT NO WORSE THAN THEY ARE. BUT ITS HARD NOT TO WANT THINGS AT HOLIDAY TIME.
August 28,2011
Hello Aid Page Family! Sorry its been so long since my last post, but I have been very depressed Its coming up on A year since I Lost my Precious Peanut. On October 2, last year. I still cry a river when I think about it. I miss her so much. I lost My Mama in 2009 I still miss her so to, 2 years for mom one for Peanut. What a whole thier passing has left in my heart and in my life. It seems so lonesome with out them. I know there other dogs out there that need a loving home and Im afraid if i get another it will die like Peanut. I dont know if my heart could stand that again. I just miss her so. Is it right to be scared to love another dog that much I mean as much as I loved Peanut? IM SO SCARDED it will happen again! I want to be remembered in prayer. it seems so lonesome with out them. anyone went through a loss that left you scared to love again? write me. Many Thanks -Bella
July 22, 2011 Friday 2:22 (am)
Hello Again my aide page family. Im sorry Its been so long since my last post but I have had an uphill battle all the way. I am in the process of getting all my teeth pulled all out but 6 on the bottom. My gums are really sore and raw. So keep me in your prayers. I am now looking in to getting some dentures. All I was worried about was getting them out so i wouldnt hurt so bad. Now I am so self concious of people looking at me and the way I slur my words. I guess thats silly. But It bothers me. I hope to get my some dentures so if anyone knows of a program for free dentures pm me please. I guess it silly to worrie about how others look at you but you know we all do. I am only 41 and to have no teeth at that age is that bad? To young really to have to have dentures. but I do need them other ways to. I have been living on jello, pudding, soups, and ,mashed poatoes. for a while now. who would have ever thought anyone could get tired of ice cream! LOL. Wow well thats all for now folks. any words to cheer me up please post. Love Prayers and Hugs -Bella
Starshine how are you feeling? any better? Ive still got the cold, smothering I think this is the worst head cold ive ever had. I was wondering how your knee is?
Hello everyone soory its been so long since my last post, But been taking care of my dad who was recently diagnosed with prostate cancer, who is doing quite well. Praise the lord! I on the other hand have the worlds worst head cold. I am quite miserable.my nose is so stopped up I can hardly even breath. Its nice to be in touch with my aidpage friends again. Please pray for me I feel so bad. Again love and hugs to everyone and I am sorry its beens so long been so busy. anyone have any ideas how to get relief from a stopped up nose lol? Love and hugs -Bella
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR !!!!!
Hello everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS and have a BLESSED NEW YEAR! I am leaving tomarrow to go spend chrismtas with my dad and my neice.I wont be back till the new year! I just wanted to say chin up to those who are down, look to your faith the lord is always there. And if you feel your HOLIDAYS ARE SAD look up and be thankful for what you do have. I need tires for my car really bad im praying about that the wires are sticking through on these. but the lord will make a way he always does. if anybody know of anyone who will help me get tires pm me. starshine for all the advice and help you gave through out theis hoilday season thank you! I miss ma Mama so much And Peanut to. I wish they were here with me stilll but there in heaven there spending christmas with Jesus. what a party there gonna have. so if your missing a loved one thats gone on or missing a family member in the service know they will be with us in our hearts. to all tose serving thank you and may god bless you. come home soon and stay safe. your never out of our hearts. untill the new year my friends stay safe and warm. celebrate the lords birth and be glad for unto us is born this day in the city of davis a saviour which is CHRIST THE LORD. PEACE ON EARTH AND GOOD WILL TOWARD MEN. HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL -BELLA
Monday December 20, 2010 Yesterday was my Birthday the big 41st. I didnt do anything. I ask for Prayers for my dad. hope everyone is doing well. He cant decide if he wants to have the radiation seeds or not alot of people told him the side effects and he worried so friends lets pray the lord will help him make the right decission. -Bella
Thursday Decenber 9,2010
Hello Everyone. Im sorry its been a while since i've bloged. But I have been in a state of utter nervousness, My baby sister mayhave addisons syndrom does anyone have any info on this? Please pray for me and my Family. My dad has to go back to the anistesiologist soon about being put to sleep for his prostate cancer surgery. And I have been feeling dizzy in my head and not feeling at all well. I am so worried about my dad and my baby sister please everyone before you put your head on your pillow tonight pray for my Family. Does any one want to chat. I really need some kind words of incouragement right now. My aunt is over come with derpression to. my thoughts are so unsettled right now. Please remember my family in your prayers. And god bless you all-Bella
